Wednesday, March 26, 2008

a deadly decision

ulps.

i think i just did an extremely dangerous and irreversible thing.

despite how much I've thought through the entire dire consequences on my actions, it provides me a way out of the darkness ahead.

i may just have done the most havoc action of my entire life...

... sigh...

i just really hope i did the right thing.

no.. what am i talking about... it's NOT the right thing.... it just the practical thing..

... sigh...

i can't retract back the decision(s) and the clocks are already set in motion.

if it succeeds, I win beyond my wildest imagination.

if it doesn't, I may have doomed myself a bit.

arrgh...


.... sigh...

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i hope that whatever i did, you know i did it for you...
*sobz*

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